Hi, I'm Joelle

I'm a survivor, author, speaker, and coach

Thank you for visiting my page. I'm happy you to have you here!

My memoir, The Secret Practice: Eighteen Years on the Dark Side of Yoga, was published in August 2023 and won multiple awards.

I have shared my story on BCC Radio as well as the Daily Mail and Take 5, Australia.

My writing delves into psychological themes, moral questions, and family dynamics. I’m currently writing a second memoir about growing up too fast and surviving abandonment across continents, cultures, and identities.

The Secret Practice: Eighteen Years on the Dark Side of Yoga is a cautionary coming-of-age tale about surviving coercive control and spiritual abuse.

Winner Spring 2024 Pencraft Best Book Award - Memoir
Honorable Mention 2024 Readers' Favorite Book Award - Religion/Philosophy
Finalist 2024 National Indie Excellence Awards - Relationships
Finalist 2024 Independent Author Network Best Book Awards -True Story

The Secret Practice Videobook

Narrated by Daniella Mestyanek Young - watch or listen to her read as she knits

Praise for The Secret Practice

This book offers readers a fascinating look at the sinister threads that can be knotted into spiritual yoga practice and the discernment we all need when seeking personal transformation.

Melanie Brooks, author of A Hard Silence and Writing Hard Stories

This book was phenomenal! A really good example of how someone can walk themselves into a cult, or into coercive control, with “their eyes wide open”.

Daniella Mestyanek Young, cult scholar and author of Uncultured and UnAmerican

Tamraz’s memoir is so timely and so significant. She… shows the reader what it took to transform herself, escape her marriage, and rediscover her true identity.

Maria Daversa, clinical psychologist and author of Sweet Baby Mine

Such an important story...a captivating and hopeful story of growth and self-awareness"

Jean Brown, of SEEK Safely, co-author of This Sweet Life

An intriguing and harrowing memoir that sheds light on the darker aspects of spiritual pursuit and manipulation.

Romuald Demo, Readers' Favorite, 5-star review

A dramatic depiction of masterful mind-control practiced on a vulnerable party.

Kirkus Reviews
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